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For many years, Clay Crosse was a Christian music darling.  His good looks, great voice and southern charm captivated thousands of fans.  He rose quickly in the music world and produced several hit singles.  But a terrible secret lay underneath.

This book tells of Clay's life - starting with the sobering realization that his pornography addiction was costing him his golden voice.  Then the devastation of telling his wife Renee the horrible secret.

"I Surrender All" is so honest that it's refreshing and gives you new eyes for an already admired singer.  Clay talks about his rise to fame and the overwhelming feelings of it.  He tells of his anguish of living a guilt-filled double life.  And he talks about having to face his wife.

One very enjoyable thing about this book is that Renee speaks as well.  She shares what was running through her head when Clay's life was on a downward spiral.  She shares her absolute unbelief and hurt when Clay admitted his sin.  But most important, both of them share how they got out of it and the incredible things that God has done in their life since.

In this very moving and life-changing book, Clay and wife Renee tell their story - a story of love, forgiveness and God's great mercy and grace.  This very to-the-point portrayal of a marriage ripped apart by pornography is a must read for every married couple - whether they have the same struggle or not.


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