Alibi
Alibi is a song about relationships. Something has gone bad in a
relationship and you want to be angry and non-forgiving, but know you have
to forgive and forget. This song finds its resolve in the second verse when
it says, "Every storm deserves an ending". This means that
everything must come to an end and every argument must be settled.
Loss for Words
This song is like the apostle Paul - the things he wished he wouldn't do, he
did; and the things he should have done, he didn't do. The bridge is the
basis of the song… "Empty words cannot suffice, I've been runnin'
from what I know is right, when only Yours are words of life." In the
end the only words that matter are the words that are influenced by Christ.
Bonded
This song is about spending time with God and finding that quiet place.
We bond with friends, husbands and wives, brothers and sisters but there is
nothing better than the bond between a man and his saving grace - Jesus.
All You Got
This song is probably my favorite on the record. It is a very
encouraging song. It is a song for people who feel like they have given
their all and nobody noticed. Everybody has been there, but everybody still
needs to know at the end of the day, that they are loved and everything is
going work out.
Spy
This song is to the people who treat us like outcasts because we're
Christians. The chorus is "You treat me like a spy when I come around.
Just like a private eye roaming through your town. You treat like me like a
spy and I can't see why." We are not spies. Spies hide and have a
secret agenda. Our agenda is wide open which is to reach people and share
the good news of God with them. The bridge addresses the person and says
"Its a shame, will you ever change? You are so suspicious."
Looking for You
This is probably the most passionate song on the record. It could be to
Christ or my spouse someday. "Life's so bittersweet, like a dream.
Remembering when I could talk to you, we were safe in a world of harm."
This says I was safe in a crazy place because I was safe in the arms of
Christ. His love will never leave me, even though I have been lured away by
many stupid things. The chorus says "I am looking for you cause' you
are all that's true to me. You make me smile." The feeling of
deliverance you get when you recklessly abandon yourself to Christ is
immeasurable. At the very end the lyric says "I am looking for you
cause' you are my soul's desire. I am searching for you, yes, you are my
soul's desire."
Tell Me Why
Many people hear this song and don't realize it is a song about divorce.
There is regret, pain and anguish in the song. But it is also an encouraging
song. We don't have to run away. We can stay together and make this thing
work. The second verse says "A beating heart, a tender kiss. Love is so
much more than this, Always givin' in and never giving up." To me, that
is probably the meatiest part of the whole song. It is letting you know that
you have to completely serve your mate. You have to dig in when it gets
tough. It is all about sticking it out and saying that we are going to make
it through. Running is not the answer.
Carried Away
This song has a
quirky crazy Dorothy/Oz feel. I am almost talking to the dark side in the
song. I am saying, "You say my name like I am the only game in this
town but just the same you gotta stop hanging around." The chorus
continues "I am carried away, a full-on freak display." This means
that I am not ashamed to be who I am in Christ.
Empty
Empty is the staple of the record. It is a song I wrote at home over two
years ago while I was at my moms at Christmas time. I was feeling pretty
good about myself that night and started thinking that I have probably done
more in my short years than most people have done in their lifetime. I was
having all these selfish, conceited thoughts, and out of the blue it hit me
"What is the profit if I gain the whole world and lose my own
soul." (Mark 8:36) Often emptiness is a thing that comes when you have
completely exhausted your time and resources chasing after vain, temporal
things. But every day you have a choice to bring a cup before the Lord and
have it filled or you will end up unfulfilled and empty.
Unglued
I decided to add the song late in the writing process of the record. The
song helps people grieve. My sister died in '97. My dad died in '98. My
brother in died in '99. I also lost two uncles during that same time. I
think many times when you lose a family member, loved one, best friend or
any kind of loss, people feel uncomfortable. They don't know what to say and
don't know how to respond to your hurt. They will say things such as
"Be strong, hang in there. Don't cry it will be all right." But
you need to cry and to lose it. You need to fall apart. When I cry God holds
this heart of mine, He feels the pain inside and feels the pain I hide.