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For over twenty years, three time Dove
Award winning Female Vocalist of the Year Twila Paris has been the voice of
worship and praise in Christian music. Her songwriting sensibilities and fervent
faith have made her an inspiration to thousands of fans. But even though Twila
made her mark singing and writing about the magical presence of God in our
lives, there was a time, not too long ago, where the songstress found herself
wondering where God's answers were in her own questions about life. And that's
why her newest release, Bedtime Prayers: Lullabies and Peaceful Worship is more
than just another album from a prolific talent. You could say the album was a
prayer-and an answer to prayer. After fifteen years of marriage, Twila and her
husband, Jack Wright had come to terms with the possibility of never
experiencing parenthood. "My mentality was," recalls Twila,
"there are a couple minutes left on my biological clock, so it wasn't
completely out of the question, but we were praying, not God please give us a
baby, but God, please just do what You know is best. We trust You and we'll
embrace Your plan, whatever it is." At the same time, Twila never let go of
her desire to create an album for little ones-specifically, a collection of
lullabies. For years she's tucked away melodies and words-and waited. And
although she wasn't quite sure just what she was waiting for, late last summer
Twila was excited to learn that the timing (according to record company) was
right for that Lullaby album to fit into her schedule.
"It was just one of those things where I said,
I'm making this for other people's children," she remembers of her
decision, "It was just an offering and something I was excited about doing.
And it was almost like that final step of really making peace with God's will. I
mean if you can make a lullaby album when you don't know if you'll ever have
children, then you have made peace!"
That peace didn't last long. No
sooner had the songs all been written and chosen and production begun, Twila
discovered she was pregnant. Not long after, she hit the road with the Christmas
musical tour, Child of the Promise, playing the role of Elizabeth-a part she
accepted prior to learning her own good news. "I think it just
demonstrated, once again," she laughs, "God's faithfulness-and his
sense of humor! On some level I was beginning to feel like, not a joke in
Christian music circles, but I certainly had everybody giggling a bit!"
For Twila, though, the laughter quickly turned into
awe. The dreams in her heart for her own life were coming true right along side
her dreams as an artist. The lullaby album, and the Wright's new son, both due
to arrive in spring became more than tangible reminders of God's goodness and
his remarkable purposes. In fact, Twila found her circumstances drew her even
more into the moods and music of worship-a style not unfamiliar to Paris fans.
Over the course of her career Twila has released 18 albums and seen 33 songs
reach the number one spot on radio charts. Numerous songwriter awards have
celebrated her unique gift and her music has found a home in churches across the
world as part of the modern hymnbook. But true worship has always been central
to Twila's work, and even an album made for those not yet ready to grasp such
celestial concepts still became signature Paris. "I wanted to introduce the
concept of worship in very basic ways," she explains, "and it's an
element of what I've always done so it was easy for me to get into that
mindset."
According to the Bedtime Prayers'
producer, John Hartley (Heaven and Earth, Celtic Lullabies), the album is a
genuine reflection of Twila's heart and artistry. "Working with Twila has
been a great privilege," he says. "Her love for God and her giftedness
as a singer and songwriter created the perfect backdrop for a lullaby record.
Her passion for worship and obvious love for the project and its audience were
an ideal combination."
Paris agrees, calling the album "Sanctuary for
children," referring back to her popular album that birthed such perennial
favorites as "The Joy of the Lord" and "Come Worship The
Lord." And, she points out, "it's very related to what we (producer
Hartley and Paris) have been doing for adults. It's very worshipful and very
gentle music." Twila was also certain she didn't want this to just be an
album of songs to fall asleep by. "I felt like the Lord was directing me to
fill this with songs that would be comforting and peaceful and yet would have
content that would instill these very tender, vulnerable minds with foundational
truths." In addition, Twila hopes that parents will get as much out of
Bedtime Prayers and the little ones they're playing it for do. "I want
people to enjoy listening to the album, but I hope parents don't completely
replace singing to their own children. Actually," she insists, "I hope
it inspire parents to do that more!"
Featuring the unmistakable guitar
work of Phil Keaggy and the background vocal talents of Chris Eaton and Chris
Rodriquez, the project is a gentle, worshipful album that celebrates the wonder
of childhood and the wonder of life. Tailor-made for such tender musical
moments, Twila's voice sparkles through the songs. And it's no wonder. All of
the vocals for Bedtime Prayers were recorded with Twila very aware of two little
ears also listening in.
"You know they talk about the fact that a baby
knows the mother's voice before he's born," she marvels, "well I was
on tour singing every night and then doing all this singing in the studio and I
realized he's going to know my singing voice. After he's born, when I sing to
him, it's going to be very familiar."
Describing the music as everything
from sparse and organic acoustic to rich and dazzling Disney-esque, Paris and
her producers culled through many popular children's albums to find just the
right feel. But it turns out that going back into her own childhood was the
strongest inspiration.
"As children it was our tradition, a ritual
really." she recalls. "We would put on our lullaby album and listen at
bedtime. I really have fond memories of that. I was definitely too old to need
it after awhile, but it was just something we kept doing because we enjoyed
it." Twila also has fond recollections of her father's musical influence:
"Of course you never remember your earliest lullabies that your parents
sang to you, but I watched them with my other siblings. And dad would rock them
and sing a lot. Well, in the old days the diapers and the plastic pants were
this big thick padding, like upholstery, on your body. And he would beat out
jazz rhythms and sing jazz lullabies to the beat. It's no wonder most of us
became involved in music in later life!"
Such sweet memories became the
backdrop for Bedtime Prayers: Lullabies and Peaceful Worship and served as a
reminder to Paris of her larger goal for the album, creating something of
lasting value.
"I think that my goal for this album is that
kids and parents will enjoy it, but that twenty years from now there'll be young
people who have some things deep down inside their heart, and still remember and
can sing you every word of the songs that they used to go to sleep by. And they
know these things not just in their heads but in their hearts. That would be a
perfect gift."
And as for Twila's other perfect
gift, a little bundle of hope and expectation, Paris is now ready to sit back
and wait and see what other surprises God has ahead. She's learned it may be
impossible to predict the future, but she is confident her future lies in loving
hands.
"A few years ago when I was first grappling
with childlessness, I remember there were times when I thought, my calendar's
out of whack. It's getting way behind. All my friends have two or three children
and I don't have any. You feel like you're in limbo in an area of your life. And
then I remember the thought that came to me after I found out about the baby-you
know what? God has a calendar too and his is much bigger than ours. And he never
gets behind. God has a calendar and he hasn't forgotten about you. He's got a
calendar with your name on it and it's exactly on schedule. It's exactly as it
should be."