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What do you do when life throws you a curve ball? Duck?
Take the hit? Or give up the game entirely and go home?
It's a dilemma Natalie Grant knows all too well. Not long ago the powerhouse
singer found herself the toast of Christian music. Even before the release of
her self-titled debut, comparisons to CeCe Winans, Crystal Lewis and even
mainstream superstars like Whitney Houston were lobbed her way. Critics hailed
her as "Christian music's newest diva"; one even predicted a New
Artist of the Year trophy would soon decorate her mantle.
But with the world of Christian music at her feet,
Grant took an unusual step: she walked away. Now back with her first album in
two years, Stronger, Grant is living proof just how far one can go when they
take a leap of faith.
"It's been an interesting
journey," Grant reflects of the past year and a half. "I really had to
look at where I was and where everything was headed, and I felt like they were
two different directions. I had been pumped up like this diva: big voice, big
image, which I was never comfortable with. Even the album pictures: they were
really sophisticated and elegant but who I truly am was not captured."
Walking away from her record deal enabled Grant to
refocus on her ministry. And then a funny thing happened: Grant found herself
busier -- and happier -- than ever. Her concert schedule surged; offers to
appear at such major national events as the Republican National Convention and
the Dove Awards flooded in.
"I think God did that to show
me: 'Hey Natalie! You know what? A record deal doesn't make you successful - I
do. And I'm in control here.' He's bigger than any company and any industry; He
has given me a purpose and a calling and that is to carry His love and His truth
onto every platform he gives me."
Stronger shows just how far Grant has come in the
past two years. Musically daring, lyrically affirming, and vocally stronger than
ever, Grant's renewed confidence radiates through each song. Indeed, Grant's
Pamplin Records debut bears the stamp of a young singer who has found her
footing.
Stronger is also a more personal
work than her first recording, and no wonder: Grant wrote "I Love To
Praise" and co-wrote five of the album's 11 tracks, and notes she feels a
greater connection to the material as a result.
"The first time around I was so timid,"
she admits. "I think I was too insecure to let my ideas out -- I was afraid
my ideas weren't good enough. With this new record I really discovered that it
means so much more to me when I have a part in the writing."
Stronger is also something of a
family affair. Grant's husband Bernie Herms produces on three tracks and
co-wrote two. Her oldest sister, Bethenee Engelsvold, wrote lyrics to two songs,
"Only You" and the vivacious "Such A Wonder."
"The lyric to 'Such A Wonder' has such amazing
depth to it. A lot of times with up-tempo, fun songs, the lyric can be a little
trite because it's more about the beat and the music. I wanted a lyric that had
a lot of substance to it but was still a fun, aggressive track. The lyric talks
about what a wonder it is that God would leave heaven and come to earth in a
manger. The fact that he chooses to love me in spite of all my shortcomings is
one of the most amazing wonders of life."
"Whenever You Need
Somebody" features a duet with breakthrough group Plus ONE and was written
for a friend of Grant's who was going through a personal struggle. "I
co-wrote the song with inspiration from a Bible story in Exodus 17. It talks
about Moses and how his friends came to his aid in the middle of a battle. When
he was weak, they lifted his hands and supported him to the victorious
end." With the help of Plus ONE on the track, Grant is excited. "I am
honored to have them a part of this record. I believe in who they are and what
they are doing."
Grant seems to have been destined for a music
ministry. Raised in a Christian home, the Seattle, Wash., native likes to joke
that she was "born on a church pew." Her parents and four siblings
were all musical, and Grant got involved in her church youth choir early on.
"We would tour Canada, Europe, all over the States," Grant explains,
"so my love for choirs is intense. People ask me all the time what CDs I
listen to and when I answer Richard Smallwood or the Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir
they look at me like, 'Huh?' But I really love that kind of music."
While in college, Grant on a whim
auditioned for musical group Truth. To her own surprise, the group accepted her,
and so a professional music career was born. Grant toured with the group for two
years, then struck out on her own and headed to Nashville. Her passionate vocal
stylings quickly generated intense buzz, even among those outside the Christian
music fold. Grant turned down offers from the mainstream music industry,
however, convinced her calling lay in ministering to church audiences.
Her self-titled debut yielded a solid hit with the power-pop single "I Am
Not Alone," a song written by Senator Orrin Hatch and Madeline Stone.
"I Am Not Alone" became something of a watershed song for Grant,
opening several doors (such as her appearance at the Republican National
Convention) and generating interest among Christian music fans.
"When you have a relationship
with Jesus Christ, he will never leave you and never forsake you. It's been the
one song that's helped more people than any other song I've ever done," she
notes. "I know I will continue to sing it until I retire."
One of Grant's greatest joys comes from ministering
to those in the church. "I know more than ever that this is a calling for
me," she avows. "No record deal, no agent, I would still do what I do.
And that is because I love it. I absolutely can't get enough of being able to go
into a church and meet new people with new needs, and get in touch with that and
in touch with the Lord on their behalf. It's an awesome privilege."
So what do you do when life throws
you a curve ball? Maybe, like Natalie Grant, you take a leap of faith -- and
find yourself farther down the path than you ever dreamed possible.