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Butterflies surround Erin O’Donnell and her three-year-old daughter, Quinn.
It’s a sun-lit summer afternoon, and Quinn has just discovered butterflies for
the first time in her budding life. Erin has spent a lot of time lately
reflecting on the beauty in everyday objects as she follows her young daughter
around on her first steps in this wide, wide world.
“It’s almost like you start your life completely over when you have a
kid,” Erin laughs. “There are so many things that she’s fascinated by
because she’s seeing them for the first time, and it makes me realize how many
things I walk by everyday that I don’t even see anymore.”
The joy of watching her daughter begin her own journey of discovery has given
Erin much cause for gratefulness, which colors every word and song on her first
project for InPop Records, Wide Wide World. Once again on this, her fourth album
to date, Erin displays her rare gift for capturing the passion and profound
beauty in life’s simplest moments – her husband and daughter walking down
the stairs in their sock feet, sharing coffee with a girlfriend in the
afternoon, and late-night ice cream sundaes. Coupled with her evocative, capable
voice, her music reminds each of us that life, while filled with difficulty and
questions, is meant to be treasured.
Not that Erin’s been sitting around in reverie, by any means. In addition to
keeping up with Quinn’s growing repertoire of movie lines (she can quote
several entire videos by heart, with emotion and gestures), there’s the less
than delightful challenge of potty training her daughter, answering an ongoing
barrage of questions, and getting her to Mother’s Day Out so that Erin could
complete songwriting for Wide Wide World. In fact, Erin nearly lost herself in
the strain of raising a daughter and preparing an album.
“Perhaps every first-time mom goes through something like I did, but I had a
season where I felt like nothing I was going through had any value at all. When
your child is very young, she can’t really respond, and you’re exhausted
from constantly cleaning up, changing diapers. You start wondering if this is
really going anywhere,” Erin recalls. “Before I became a mom, I defined
myself by what I did, like most people in our society; but after I had a child,
I found myself pausing when someone asked me what I did and trying to come up
with something great to say. As women, we need more to hang our hats on than
just being a secretary or a lawyer or even a mom, as great as that is. We were
created by an amazing, creative God, and we are all of the good things that He
is – faith, hope, love – because He made us like Himself. That was something
I really needed to remember.”
That experience led to the first song from an exciting new pairing of Erin and
Dove Award-winning songwriter Cindy Morgan, “And So I Am.” WhileWide Wide
World features several other impressive songwriting collaborators, including
Pete Kipley, Mark Hammond, Tyler Bieck and Greg Bieck, the bulk of writing still
comes from Erin’s husband of ten years, Brad O’Donnell. Brad wrote or
co-wrote all of the songs on Erin’s last three releases, A Scrapbook of Sorts
(1996), Scratching the Surface (1998) and No Place So Far (2001), including all
ten of her “Top Ten” radio hits like the #1 songs “Be Still and Know,”
one of the Top 50 Christian Songs of the Year in 1996, and “No Better
Place,” the same year’s #2 AC Song of the Year. The couple’s decade
together has helped them write almost as one person, sharing the same journey
together that shapes their songcrafting.
While preparing one of the album’s signature songs, “Thank You,” Erin
found herself reflecting one night on God’s goodness in her life. “I
remember putting Quinn to bed, and as I brushed my teeth, I thought about how
very grateful I am for everything God’s done for us. I wrote Brad an email
telling him I’d like to write a song about being overwhelmed with gratitude
for how blessed we are.”
Brad was away at a convention that weekend, and long-distance connection
problems kept him from receiving the note. However, the next morning, Brad
called Erin and told her that he’d just begun a song called “Thank You.”
The song’s opening lines reveal the couple’s uncanny oneness of mind:
“Watching you come down the stairs tonight, our daughter in your arms, it hits
me like a freight train, it startles me into a song…Thank you, thank you for
giving me this life.”
This sentiment is echoed in a song Erin chose for Wide Wide World from outside
the family. Cindy Morgan’s gentle blessing “This Is My Prayer,” co-written
with Jeremy Bose and Joe Beck, instantly hit home with Erin. “This song marks
the first time I’ve ever recorded anything that neither Brad nor I was somehow
involved with,” Erin reveals. “The first time I heard it, I pictured
standing over Quinn’s bed like Brad and I do at night sometimes, and praying
for her. The lyrics are every mother’s wish for her child.”
Watching her daughter grow and discover the strength of her mother’s love,
Erin has learned so much about the depth of God’s love for her. Raised in one
of Massachusetts’ devout Irish-Catholic families, Erin didn’t understand the
personal and intentional quality of God’s love for her until she left for
college in Florida.
“I loved going to Mass and definitely believed in God, but there was always a
mediator. When I got to college and heard Christian music, it was the first time
I’d heard anyone approach God that way. For anyone to just pray directly to
God themselves, even in a song, was amazing to me.” After several months, Erin
came to have a personal faith in Christ through the efforts of her college
roommate and her future husband, Brad.
Today, that personal, intimate approach to God shapes so many of her songs as
Erin and Brad continue their journey into God’s purpose for their lives. Wide
Wide World’’s title song was born while they read Rick Warren’s
best-selling book Forty Days to a Purposeful Life together. “That book reminds
you how short and fleeting life is, and how much you want to get it right,”
Erin explains. “It’s good to get some perspective and realize that so much
of what we stress out about doesn’t really matter. I’ve been reminded of
that over the whole process of recording this record these last six months, as
well as how grateful I am to see that I have so much of what really matters.”
A fitting response to that realization is found in “Overcome,” a pop cut
written by Brad, Pete Kipley and co-producer Mark Hammond (Nichole Nordeman,
Cindy Morgan, Jump 5), who contributed his production talents to Wide Wide World
along with Alain Mallet (Jonatha Brooke, Scratching the Surface). “There are
moments when you know without a doubt – with every fiber of your being –
that God is sitting next to you,” Erin describes. “They’re few and far
between, but they are almost indescribable. In moments like that, I’m overcome
by how blessed we are to have a God who loves us so much.”
“Overcome” also reveals Erin’s expanded vocal display on Wide Wide World,
one she feels may be the best of her remarkable career. “I’ve always loved
Mark’s work, because I feel like every artist he’s ever worked with gave the
best vocal performance of their career. He challenged me to do things with my
voice I’d never done before, and it was great to be stretched like that.”
The inaugural pairing is in keeping with Erin’s new professional affiliations
with Inpop Records and Chaffee Management. “I’ve had the opportunity to work
with Jim [Chaffee] and several members of the Inpop team in the past,” Erin
says of her new label and manager, “so it doesn’t seem like a big change at
all to be involved with them again.”
All in all, despite changes and challenges, Erin is grateful to have the chance
once again to give thanks to God through her songs for continuing to carry her
on this journey through life. The words of the album’s quiet, hymn-like close,
“You Give,” aptly sum up Wide Wide World: “Praise to You, O God, Honor to
Your Name, For You’ve seen fit to love me, I’m astounded and amazed."